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Have you ever felt unappreciated?

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I know I sure as hell have. It happens

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to me at least twice a week.

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Hello, my name is Ernest. Welcome.

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In this part one, I'm going to tell you

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an absolutely true story concerning an

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extremely powerful phrase that I've only

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used twice in my life. And as an adult,

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unless my life was absolutely in

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imminent threat, I will never use again.

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When people don't follow through on even

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the mildest commitment, I mean, be

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honest. Doesn't it really just piss you

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off? Especially when you sincerely

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wanted to mend fences over something

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which was basically stupid and you

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realized that and you were trying to be

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the better man. But alas, you got

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emotionally slapped across the face and

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that never feels good.

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So if you have suffered this kind of

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emotional treachery, I'm here to give

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you some good news.

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One of the things I've definitely

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learned through advanced perception,

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there really are emotional and energy

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wave debts. They are not forgiven by the

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elemental powers that be. And as the

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other old saying goes, paybacks are a

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[ __ ] And I'm going to tell you through

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my own personal story exactly how and

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why that happens.

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The vast majority of people are simply

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not aware of the fact that although in

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the immediate time reflection, you

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cannot commit acts of harm and cruelty

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to others without it coming back to bite

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you in the ass. And more often than not,

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many times the suffering that you

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brought to others will be vested many

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more times upon you.

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So this is the reason why not only based

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on my own life experience but

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additionally what I've learned through

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advanced perception. You never engage in

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an eye for an eye retribution. That is

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actually one of the worst things you can

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do because it amounts to nothing.

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Now, I totally and completely understand

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that when someone has wronged you, and I

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do very much mean really wronged you, it

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is a natural and completely

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understandable desire to retaliate in

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kind. And additionally, depending on

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your culture and how you were raised,

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let's just say that the idea of turning

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the other cheek isn't exactly the first

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thing on your mind.

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But allow me to tell you this very brief

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and true story about my life. I wish to

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reiterate that this was actually a part

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of my life. Something that actually

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happened. This is not in any way

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fabricated. It is 100% truth and hard

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for me to even believe. It was 50 years

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ago. I met an old man in a park. It

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wasn't a huge park. Exactly. Well, one

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square city block. It just had simple

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concrete paths with benches. In

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retrospect, a very 20th century park,

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including a large domed area with

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columns, with an old brass water

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fountain in the center with a press

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pedal to turn on the water. I drank from

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that old brass fountain countless times.

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Anyway, I met this old-timer who was

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sitting on a bench and he had a cane and

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he had white hair. His name was Roy. And

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we struck up a conversation.

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This wasn't weird or creepy. It was

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pretty normal for that time. And somehow

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he could see that I was upset. and he

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asked me, "What are your troubles, boy?"

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So, long story short, I told him my

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troubles. And I remember he was spitting

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chewing tobacco, also very common back

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then. And he simply kept saying, "Mhm.

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Mhm." And I actually didn't think that

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he was really paying attention, but

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actually he was.

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I told him there was another boy, always

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older, of course, constantly [ __ ]

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with me in the neighborhood. We'll call

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him Sam. And okay, I didn't use the word

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[ __ ] with him. You didn't talk that

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way around your elders back then. I

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believe I just said he was giving me a

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hard time. Anyway, he completely

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understood even though I remember that

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he hardly ever looked at me. He just

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kept tapping his cane on the ground,

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listening and saying, "Mhm."

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over and over again. I also remember

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distinctly his eyes. He had very cool

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pale blue eyes.

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So I guess after I had told him enough,

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he said something to me that I didn't

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understand.

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How is your perception, son?

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I didn't understand the word and I

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didn't understand the question. Then he

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suddenly became very serious, stopped

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tapping his cane on the ground and

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looked at me directly and he said this.

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I want to tell you something very

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important. I just want to make sure

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you're not a goddamn idiot before I tell

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you. Those were his exact words. If I

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could just take a moment for this pitch.

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ramen noodles.

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Now, if you're young, remember I grew up

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in a time when people, especially old

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people, said exactly what they meant

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without the artificially created

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feminine restrictions concerning caring

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about someone's feelings.

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back in more emotionally honest times.

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You said what you meant and you meant

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what you said.

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He simply said, "The next time he's

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bothering you, just say this word three

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times, presence, and he won't bother you

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anymore."

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Now, I was only around 13 years old at

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the time, I believe, and I had no idea

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what he meant.

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But I liked what he said because I was

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sick of Sam and I just wanted him to go

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away. That's exactly what happened. He

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absolutely went away.

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So I'm guessing it was around I don't

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know a week or more later where

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everybody met to catch the bus to go to

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school and of course there was Sam.

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We were about 50 feet apart on the same

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side of the sidewalk and he spotted me.

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He called out my name and started

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walking towards me. He called out

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something I don't quite remember, but he

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was obviously happy because he was once

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again going to [ __ ] with me, which meant

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shaking me down for my lunch money and

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giving me a few good punches.

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Of course, I was scared as hell, but I

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remembered what the old band Roy told me

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to do, and that's what I did. I said the

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word presence three times very quickly.

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I remember clearly what happened as

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though it were yesterday.

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He was quickly walking towards me and

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informing me of the ass whipping I was

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about to receive.

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Then this is exactly what happened.

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Alongside the curb, there was a small

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stretch of the street where the street

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dipped down at least a foot or more. I'm

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guessing, I don't know, about 8 ft or so

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in length. So, if a car or bus ran, you

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know, across it, it would very briefly

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bend down like a foot or more, causing a

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vehicle to dip and tilt towards the curb

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significantly.

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And in this case, the vehicle passing

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was a bus.

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Now, back then, the buses were very

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rounded at the corners, both front and

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back. Not sharp or square corners like

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modern buses, but very round. I can

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visualize this in my mind's eye right

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now. Exactly.

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Just after a few steps, he was heading

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towards me. And for whatever reason, Sam

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turned around to see the bus

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approaching. At the very instant, it was

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dipping down and caused the right hand

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side of the bus to significantly overlap

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the curb. And at that very moment, the

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right hand side of the bus caught Sam

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directly in the temple as it dipped down

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and tilted in that very short spot. I

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just told you about the bus struck him

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square in the head and he dropped

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immediately. It killed him. That is the

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absolute truth.

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There is so much more in this particular

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story that I could tell, but I would

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have to at least bring it into a part

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two if you're interested.

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What I'm trying to tell you is that this

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is part of the very beginning of my

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transformation concerning advanced

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perception.

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And it doesn't even begin to scratch the

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surface of what occurred after that.

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So to conclude what I'm trying to say,

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this is the reason that you absolutely

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should not engage in retribution towards

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those who have harmed you. because what

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I know is extremely powerful. But you

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absolutely must accept and understand

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that what can be learned from what I'm

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trying to tell you is quite serious. And

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the very first thing that you have to

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learn is that when people don't

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appreciate you for your value, you

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simply cannot use the power of advanced

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perception as a tool for retribution. It

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is a tool for something else entirely.

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Well, that's all I've got to say for

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today. I hope you found this helpful or

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interesting. And if you have any

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questions at all, you can reach out to

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me via my website link in the

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description below.

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And if you really want to give me a

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compliment, telling a friend about the

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show would be the best compliment you

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could ever give me. Until next time,

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this is Ernest and I usually always am.